todays plans

8- woke up
9- watched TV
10- ate yoghurt (35g) **35 cals**
11- doing some shit on pc, had a can of soft drink **158 cals**
12- have shower, wash hair, get dressed, do hair & make up
1- get bag & Halloween costume ready, either walk to work or get mum to drive me
2- start work, help them with the stock
3- same as above
4- finish stock, everyone goes home except me & one other girl, we put our Halloween costumes on
5- fill fridges, have dinner (roast chicken & veggies) **305 cals**
6- serve
7- count till, sweep & mop floors
8- close the shop, go home & watch TV
9- watch TV or movie
10- sleep

approximate calories for today= 700 calories (allowing for all the shit i eat while im at work)

sorry i lied

sorry i said that i would post again last night saying what i ate but after work i was to tired and too pissed of to do it.

so what i ate was...

Breakfast-

• 150g yoghurt **60 cals**

Lunch-

• Bubble bar **84 cals**
  
• 40g m&ms **200 cals**
  

Dinner-

• 10 chips **200 cals**
  

trust me i don't always eat like this, there is no other food in my house and i havent had time to shop yet. proberly tomorrow or Sunday.

total calories for yesterday= 544 Calories

x...off to school...x

Urrrghhhh I hate school so much... today I have hospitality studies, home economics, maths & english...soooo gay!! Btw since the start of term which was nearly four weeks ago, I have only been to school 5 days since the start. Lucky none of my teachers have said anything to admin YET!! & today is the first time I've been all week & I'm not going tomorrow coz I have to work at 12, coz its holloween. Yay!!

Today at 3.30 I have to start work, which means I have less than 20 mins to get there & get changed & I work about 3 towns away it is so stupid.

Anyways I had 150g yoghurt for breakfast but I couldn't eat it all **60 cals** I have done 100 skips on the skipping rope when I woke up. & I weighed myself 91.1 so I've put on .1kg. Its all good but.

My favourite saying is **don't get discouraged in yourself, you didn't gain all that weight in one day & you aren't gonna loose it all in one day.**

I'll post again saying what else I ate today at about 9 coz I finish work at 8pm.

Have agood day & wish me luck at school so I don't punch any teachers in the face!! Ttfn

x...what I ate today...x

Today I was supossed to go fruit & vege shopping with my mum but we just ended up going to get my brother new glasses instead...so we have absolutely no fresh fruit & vege in the house. Its really weird & I'm trying not to eat anything else but I don't want to starve. I'm so proud of myself...my family had hungry jacks for dinner and I had a bowl of cabbage salad, while I gagged everytime I looked at what they were eating. I'm so glad that that food makes me sick now. Ewwww gross!!

Anyways I consumed about 900 calories today. Still really high but I'm getting lower. That's what happens when u grow up with people who love to eat.

Night worlc...

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x...what I ate today...x

Guys I am too embarrassed to write what I ate today. It was soo horrible but I couldn't help myself.

I had m&m's, maltesers, nachos. & other stuff but I am struggling to even keep my eyes open at the moment.

Well if I gain weight this week I won't be surprised, disapointed in myself but not suprised. I only have myself to blame.

Anyways total calories for today= over 1000. :(:(:( so badddd!!!!!

x...what I ate today...x

Guys I am too embarrassed to write what I ate today. It was soo horrible but I couldn't help myself.

I had m&m's, maltesers, nachos. & other stuff but I am struggling to even keep my eyes open at the moment.

Well if I gain weight this week I won't be surprised, disapointed in myself but not suprised. I only have myself to blame.

Anyways total calories for today= over 1000. :(:(:( so badddd!!!!!

x...what I ate today...x

Guys I am too embarrassed to write what I ate today. It was soo horrible but I couldn't help myself.

I had m&m's, maltesers, nachos. & other stuff but I am struggling to even keep my eyes open at the moment.

Well if I gain weight this week I won't be surprised, disapointed in myself but not suprised. I only have myself to blame.

Anyways total calories for today= over 1000. :(:(:( so badddd!!!!!

x...what i ate today...x

ohmigosh!! i hardly ate anything worth eating today Breakfast-

• left over apricot chicken and vegies from dinner **300 cals**
  

Snack-

• monaco **165 cals**

Lunch-

• fruit salad **115 cals**

Dinner-

• beef steak & 10 types of vegies **300 cals**

Total calories for today = 880!!

x...what i ate today...x

Breakfast-

• green tea with 2 (artificial) sugars **10 cals**
• 40g muesli with dried fruit made soggy with 35g yoghurt **40 cals**

Lunch-

• chicken & salad sandwich (soy & linseed bread) **200 cals**
• chuppa chup (for sugar cravings) **50 cals**

Dinner-

• 1/2 cup pumpkin ** 50 cals**
• 1/2 cup sweet potato **50 cals**
• 1 apricot chicken drumstick **300 cals**

Omg!! everything i ate for dinner was orange, that isn't very balanced

Snack-

• bubble bar **84 cals**

total calories for today= 784

Hungry??

my ultimate thinspo

hey world, just so that you know I do use alot of anorexia terms and quotes. only the ones i believe make sense and they help me to stay in control of myself (but in a safe way). i am NOT anorexia, i tried once but i eat too much food lol. i have nothing against anas and i really do feel for them. some of them are really smart too. they have come up with thousands of motivational quotes, some are a bit crazy but i just ignore those ones and just repeat to myself the useful ones. also i have read heaps of articles about weight loss and plus my aunty (who is a nutritionist for a local hospital) told me that its good to have a image of yourself when you were thin or a picture of a thin person who you would like to look like, if you look at the image enough you can trick your mind into making your body look like that. and anorexics have got that sorted too, they call it thinspo or thinspiration, again some are a bit crazy but some are really beautiful and ever since i seen the picture of this girl, i am (safely) obsessed about looking like her. she is gorgeous and has a hot body. everyday i dream of looking like that and if you have seen my profile pic you would have seen how far i have got to go lol :) ill do it, u watch.

x...more about my fat...x

BORING... then go away!!

No, seriously I don't care if no one EVER reads this I just wanna get it out somewhere, somehow...here sounds good.

I am 16 and have been overweight since about 5 years old. It didn't really bother me until I was about 12 or so. I used to be tall for my age and wore my fat well. But then I noticed all my class mates we catching up to me when school photos came along. After a while I kinda just stopped growing taller but all the junk I ate kept making me gain so much weight.

At about 11 or 12 I had C cup sized bras. Which today are boarderline E's. So awful!!

I have always had lots of friends, little to no enemies, heaps of family to love, care & support me. I like to think of myself as a great listener, a great cheer-er-up-er-er and a shoulder for ANYBODY to cry on. I wish sometimes that I was a little bit more selfish than I am. I'm always doing stuff for people or listening to other people problems. But I don't feel they return the favour. Oh well...

As I was saying...I am obese but the only way I am reminded of this is when I look in the mirror. I am so grateful that I have such great people around me who don't make remarks about my weight, as I am very sensitive about it.

However in 25 days I have lost 7kgs and this is excellent motivotation to keep going until I become healthy. I can't beleive i have wasted 11 years of happiness being fat. I can't believe food ruined those 11 years. Well NEVER again!! I have come too far in life to take orders from a cookie!!

x...my goals...x

As of 1 October 2008:

Start weight- 98kgs. How embarrassing!!

1st goal weight- 90kgs. Nearly there (91kgs- 25.10.08)

2nd gw- 85kgs

3rd gw- 80kgs

4th gw- 70kgs

Final gw- 65kgs

I think I will be happy at this weight but to be in a healthy weight range for my height, 164cm, I should aim for about... 60kgs (we'll see how I go)

Btw just so I don't get any comments from people who are worried that I am loosing weight too fast or unsafely. My aunty is a nutritionist and she is helping plan and cook my meals. Thanks for your concern tho.

x...hi world...x

My real name is ******* but on the net I use the alias 'princess olive'. Its like 'name a porn star' where you take the name of your first pet and the name of the street that you grew up in. That's how I got princess olive. I am far from being any sort of princess lol and I would never refer to myself as princess olive in the real world, shame buddy lol.

At the start of october 2008 I weighed 98kg!!(164cm) Yeah I know what a fatty boom boom. I am so ashamed of myself. However I am on the road to a thinner body already, in 25 days I have lost 7 kgs and guess what...I HAVE DONE IT THE HEALTHY WAY!! I've just been eating fruit & vege, moving a tad more at work and school and of course cutting out about 80% of all the shit I used to eat and I haven't even had to fight off many cravings because my mind and body have finally woken up and realised what all that junk is doing to me. I feel nausous when I think about what I used to eat. Yuck!!

Btw I am 16 still at school (sometimes...I go when I feel like it, although luckily I manage to catch up and have never failed a class). I work about 20 hours a week (double the amount reccommended while at school but whatever) in a FOODSTORE...hardest place to work when you are trying to loose weight OMG!!

I guess that is all for now...imma gonna take some photos of myself in the fat days (now) and as I shrink I'll keep uploading them I guess...ttfn

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