So id planned to do a salt water flush this morning, I took about 6 mouthfuls in and swallowed them as quickly as possible but you are supposed to drink a Litre of salt water. It was sooo fucking gross, I nearly spewed. But I ended up tipping it all out in my garden haha. So much for that idea. Its ashame it taste so bad coz I would like to have the benefits that it delivers (if u can actually drink all 4 cups. Eww!!)
Today is a pretty busy day
**now, I'm driving to 'good guys' to get my granny a late xmas present opps!!
**lunch, I'm going to granny's house for bbq lunch, which means i'll have to eat. Eugghh! I'll only have a little bit.
**when I get home I have to shave my legs, wax my eyebrows, wash ALL of my clothes, dry them & pack them
**clean my room & my bathroom, REALLY good coz other people will be in them while I'm on holidays. Woot!! ;)
Wish me luck, I'll be up late tonight... xoxo
Saturday, January 31, 2009
complete the sentence...
FOOD...
-- makes me miserable
-- is a stupid thing to be thinking about 24/7
-- isn't even worth it
-- is like art, to be looked at not eaten
-- isn't as tasty as I used to THINK it was
-- is a lot more filling these days
-- is something I wish I could avoid
-- is what we eat to live but we shouldn't live to eat it
-- makes me want to scream
-- should be given to the poor people in poor countries, who actually need it
-- works on you from the inside out to make you fat, ugly & depressed
-- controls peoples lives
-- that taste good is trying to kill you
-- that is processed is so uneccessary
-- eurghh!! There's so much of it, its everywhere
-- is fucking stupid!!
-- makes me miserable
-- is a stupid thing to be thinking about 24/7
-- isn't even worth it
-- is like art, to be looked at not eaten
-- isn't as tasty as I used to THINK it was
-- is a lot more filling these days
-- is something I wish I could avoid
-- is what we eat to live but we shouldn't live to eat it
-- makes me want to scream
-- should be given to the poor people in poor countries, who actually need it
-- works on you from the inside out to make you fat, ugly & depressed
-- controls peoples lives
-- that taste good is trying to kill you
-- that is processed is so uneccessary
-- eurghh!! There's so much of it, its everywhere
-- is fucking stupid!!
Friday, January 30, 2009
I'm such a FAT cow
Omg!! I had a really good morning & a excellent evening until...(dah dah dah duh) mum told me to make dinner. Which is fine I actually like cooking...but the way I see it - - food is like art, to be looked at not eaten - - yeah I made pork chops & vegies (what a difficult dinner!!)
anyways I knew id have to eat so I got the littlest chop out, cut off all the fat & weighed it...182g. Everyone elses weighed like 300g & my step dad even had FUCKING 2!! Eww!!
After id eaten all of it I had a look at how much the bone weighed...32g - - which means my chop weighed 150g - - I didn't want or think I could eat it all but I did...arghhhh!! & I had like 2 tablespoons of vegies.
If id know beforehand how many cals were in those little fucking pork chops I would of "accidently" dropped it on the floor. There is like 300cals in 125g. FUCK ME!!
I only consumed 193cals today + like 400cals for my dinner that tasted foul anyway = 593cals
I was 83.7kgs this morning but before dinner I was 83.3kgs wooooo!!! But we'll see what that fucking pork does to me.
I plan to do a salt water flush in the morning, I've never done it before & I've got a family bbq on tomorrow so I don't want to be in the toilet all the time...i ll make up my mind in the morning...
Night ya'll...xoxo
anyways I knew id have to eat so I got the littlest chop out, cut off all the fat & weighed it...182g. Everyone elses weighed like 300g & my step dad even had FUCKING 2!! Eww!!
After id eaten all of it I had a look at how much the bone weighed...32g - - which means my chop weighed 150g - - I didn't want or think I could eat it all but I did...arghhhh!! & I had like 2 tablespoons of vegies.
If id know beforehand how many cals were in those little fucking pork chops I would of "accidently" dropped it on the floor. There is like 300cals in 125g. FUCK ME!!
I only consumed 193cals today + like 400cals for my dinner that tasted foul anyway = 593cals
I was 83.7kgs this morning but before dinner I was 83.3kgs wooooo!!! But we'll see what that fucking pork does to me.
I plan to do a salt water flush in the morning, I've never done it before & I've got a family bbq on tomorrow so I don't want to be in the toilet all the time...i ll make up my mind in the morning...
Night ya'll...xoxo
I'm still alive...haha
I actually forgot I had this blog thingy...that's how busy I've been...well not really. But there has been good shows on tv.
Hi everyone...
As of last night I am officially unemployed, it feels awesome!! Hehe. Also I reackon I'll loose heaps more weight now that I don't work there coz its a food shop & yeah id like eat the whole time I was there.
Also I quit school since my last post opps!!
As of yesterday morning I weighed...brace yourself...83.7kg, which means I've lost 14.3kg since october!! I'm really proud of myself coz I've never been able to do it before.
So...on monday the 1st of feb, ima going on holidays with my nan & pop (who r really cool by the way) for 3 weeks. There is a mad ass beach, a river that is soo clear its not funny & also to get to the shops u HAVE to walk. I went there for a WEEK in october & I lost like 3 kgs so I hope I'll loose heaps again this time.
But my nan loves food!! My whole family does. Its really hard not eating when u r in a caravan with your family. Coz they see everything & I can't just say 'oh no thank you I bought something at the shop' coz then she would be affended. And they eat a lot too!! I'm really worried I'll gain. If I don't eat then I bet she will accuse me of having an ED.
I know when I see her she'll ask me how my weightloss is going & I'll just say 'ohh umm I'm not really worried about it anymore, I just eat when I'm hungry & stop when I'm full' half truth, half lie.
Anyway I'll probably post while I'm holidays coz I might get a bit bored sometimes...please wish me luck, I don't want to gain while on my holidays...that would be such a bummer!!
Hi everyone...
As of last night I am officially unemployed, it feels awesome!! Hehe. Also I reackon I'll loose heaps more weight now that I don't work there coz its a food shop & yeah id like eat the whole time I was there.
Also I quit school since my last post opps!!
As of yesterday morning I weighed...brace yourself...83.7kg, which means I've lost 14.3kg since october!! I'm really proud of myself coz I've never been able to do it before.
So...on monday the 1st of feb, ima going on holidays with my nan & pop (who r really cool by the way) for 3 weeks. There is a mad ass beach, a river that is soo clear its not funny & also to get to the shops u HAVE to walk. I went there for a WEEK in october & I lost like 3 kgs so I hope I'll loose heaps again this time.
But my nan loves food!! My whole family does. Its really hard not eating when u r in a caravan with your family. Coz they see everything & I can't just say 'oh no thank you I bought something at the shop' coz then she would be affended. And they eat a lot too!! I'm really worried I'll gain. If I don't eat then I bet she will accuse me of having an ED.
I know when I see her she'll ask me how my weightloss is going & I'll just say 'ohh umm I'm not really worried about it anymore, I just eat when I'm hungry & stop when I'm full' half truth, half lie.
Anyway I'll probably post while I'm holidays coz I might get a bit bored sometimes...please wish me luck, I don't want to gain while on my holidays...that would be such a bummer!!
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