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BORING... then go away!!

No, seriously I don't care if no one EVER reads this I just wanna get it out somewhere, somehow...here sounds good.

I am 16 and have been overweight since about 5 years old. It didn't really bother me until I was about 12 or so. I used to be tall for my age and wore my fat well. But then I noticed all my class mates we catching up to me when school photos came along. After a while I kinda just stopped growing taller but all the junk I ate kept making me gain so much weight.

At about 11 or 12 I had C cup sized bras. Which today are boarderline E's. So awful!!

I have always had lots of friends, little to no enemies, heaps of family to love, care & support me. I like to think of myself as a great listener, a great cheer-er-up-er-er and a shoulder for ANYBODY to cry on. I wish sometimes that I was a little bit more selfish than I am. I'm always doing stuff for people or listening to other people problems. But I don't feel they return the favour. Oh well...

As I was saying...I am obese but the only way I am reminded of this is when I look in the mirror. I am so grateful that I have such great people around me who don't make remarks about my weight, as I am very sensitive about it.

However in 25 days I have lost 7kgs and this is excellent motivotation to keep going until I become healthy. I can't beleive i have wasted 11 years of happiness being fat. I can't believe food ruined those 11 years. Well NEVER again!! I have come too far in life to take orders from a cookie!!