Friday, January 30, 2009

I'm such a FAT cow

Omg!! I had a really good morning & a excellent evening until...(dah dah dah duh) mum told me to make dinner. Which is fine I actually like cooking...but the way I see it - - food is like art, to be looked at not eaten - - yeah I made pork chops & vegies (what a difficult dinner!!)

anyways I knew id have to eat so I got the littlest chop out, cut off all the fat & weighed it...182g. Everyone elses weighed like 300g & my step dad even had FUCKING 2!! Eww!!

After id eaten all of it I had a look at how much the bone weighed...32g - - which means my chop weighed 150g - - I didn't want or think I could eat it all but I did...arghhhh!! & I had like 2 tablespoons of vegies.

If id know beforehand how many cals were in those little fucking pork chops I would of "accidently" dropped it on the floor. There is like 300cals in 125g. FUCK ME!!

I only consumed 193cals today + like 400cals for my dinner that tasted foul anyway = 593cals

I was 83.7kgs this morning but before dinner I was 83.3kgs wooooo!!! But we'll see what that fucking pork does to me.

I plan to do a salt water flush in the morning, I've never done it before & I've got a family bbq on tomorrow so I don't want to be in the toilet all the time...i ll make up my mind in the morning...

Night ya'll...xoxo